I am secretly hoping he leaves soon…but we start interacting more. Weird.
On Friday night we had the usual prayers and he was definitely different with me. Different enough, to catch me off guard and when that happens, I go from dominant extrovert to hiding in my shell.
He got to prayers late (as usual) and sat closer to me than he would usually do. He started off by asking if I any vapor rub with me because he was feeling cold. “Errr no, I have hand cream” I said. By the way who happens to just be walking around with vicks vaporub on them to attend Friday night prayers? Not you? Me neither.
He continued whispering to me in a jokey way throughout prayers “maybe you were sleeping that’s why you didn’t hear what was said” and stuff like that. After a while, all I could think was, what’s going on with you and why are you talking to me? During prayers we had to join hands with someone and pray for that person. For the first time ever, there was no one else next to me but him. Totally not making a big deal of it, I stood up, walked to him and stood by his side. We held hands. “What shall I pray for?” he playfully whispered in my ear. “Why dont you pray for yourself “ I answered. This was all very odd and weird. Normally we barely say hi and now all this whispering, teasing and talking to me?
When prayers finished I stood by the door to let everyone out and lock up. As he stepped out the door, the joking continued with him standing close to me and putting his hand in my jacket pocket and whispering to me “were you sleeping again” he asked whilst smiling. He assumed I would sit with him on the ride home but I wanted to catch up with my friends so sat in front of him. When my friends got off the van, he reached between the head rests and was playing with the back of my neck. “Why are you doing that?” I asked him. “I just wanted to massage your neck a little, ease the muscles”. He was referencing my horrendous neck pain from a couple of weeks ago.
I got home, thought about it all and went to bed.
Saturday was a nice chilling out day at home and I baked vanilla macarons for the first time! Not too bad for my first attempt but I need to get a proper piping bag and tools because the ones I have are rudimentary at best.
On Sunday morning the Young Man called me but I missed it. Later on in church, I was returning back to my seat (where I had left my bag) and first thing I noticed was my bag was on the floor (which I NEVER do) and…the Young Man sitting in my seat, with his head down. Before I could process rational thought or a suitable reaction, I grabbed his arms and shoved him out of my seat!!!. Typical of his laid back nature, he did not offer much resistance and got up and walked outside the church. I followed him.
“Why are you in my seat, you saw my bag there!!”
“I know, I wanted to sit there, I saw your bag there so I put it on the floor” he said. I just looked at him while thinking I suppose that was the ONLY seat available.
He seemed a little upset so I asked if he was ok and that I saw that he called me. “Yah, I called you, and you didn’t answer, why didn’t you answer”? He seemed a little frustrated. “You think I spend my Sunday mornings glued to my phone waiting for you to call me” I asked. Immediately he laughed, in that childish playful way he does and put his head down. “No seriously, I called you why didn’t you pick up“? Sometimes he has a way of talking to me where the tone of his voice sounds sooooo intimate? It’s hard to explain but it’s just his tone and the way his voice sounds. It’s playful, suggestive, teasing, knowing. It’s sort of like if someone was around listening to him talk to me they would assume something was going on. It makes me melt a little inside. He was saying something else but I looked at him and decided to make everything better. “Anyway, its’s ok” I interjected and suddenly gave him a hug and went back inside the church. That definitely made everything better.
After service was a singles meeting for all the (yah you guessed it) singles. It was all very exciting and everyone was looking forward to it. I was way more playful and teasing with the Young Man than I would usually be and he was equally reciprocating. I do enjoy teasing him – making him give up his chair so my friend the Young Lawyer could sit next to me, using my body weight so shove him out of the car seat whilst my other friend pulled his arm at the same time. And because he is so phlegmatic and/or a gentleman, he resists for a little bit before giving in to me. Then I start to feel a bit bad, but then I want push him further to get his reaction. I was worried that I may have wounded his pride when my friend and I shoved him out of the car. I wanted to text him when I got home to make sure he was ok but I didn’t. He’s fine, I reasoned plus it’s not like he texts me when I seem upset to make sure I am ok. So I left it and fell asleep instead.
I spent quite a lot of Monday thinking about him and wondering why I was thinking about him (again). I think different things like – do I like him? Does he still like me? Sometimes I imagine conversations and various scenarios with him.
On Monday night the sibling and I were talking and the Young Man came up in conversation which is not unusual. I haven’t told the sibling that the Young man likes me. The sibling was talking about how laid back he is and he did a pretty accurate impression of him. As he did the impression and we both laughed, I just thought to my self Belle, snap out of it and get back to your senses – you’re polar opposites and from different worlds. What are you thinking?!?!
And then I got back to normal.